Wednesday, April 1, 2009
What asspects of life can we control? Not many, but do we take full control in some places because we have no control in others? Some girls can't control life but they can control food which sometimes leads to eating disorders. This may sound silly but is their an area in your life that you control. When you feel that control slipping you start to hold tighter and then before you know it that thing that you could control now controls you. The control issue that i have to contiue to turn back over to the lord is school. I cant control friends and feeling accepted but i can make an A.... This leads to an empty place and a place where i am not trusting him. No matter what if i dont give every ounce of my being to him i feel incomplete and i always feel empty. i am only filled by him and what ever areas i keep from him are left empty. Why do i think i can handle them better any way?
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I am glad you posted this. My biggest struggle in my relationship with God is not trusting him to do what is best for me. And even though I realize that, I still control everything and don't seriously ask him to take care of it. Thanks Becca! love ya!
As I read the conclusion of T.H. White's "The Once and Future King," Arthur is asking himself what he could have done differently to avoid the falling of his Table and reign of chivalry and right. He does circle after circle in his head. I was contemplating similar things on my way back to my dorm. And i came to this.... God. I tried to think of ways in which people could all live peacfully and stuff. But there is no real way to figure that out. God is the only way that can happen, because he works outside the laws that he created that we must abide by. I think that ties in with this. God is the all powerful one. He is the only one who can make things right. You need him. Thats all there is too it.
sorry Kell is Blake. I apparently used this for some WoW thingy and already had an account =p
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